But , what can I do when you dun even wanna take a step behind ?
What hurts the most , is t you didn't tell me the real reason ?
Seriously , have you ever asked yourself ...
Why has things turned out to be this way ?
If you dun wanna make me worry , then dun let me know ?
You always said , I've changed ..
but have you ever reflect on your own character too ?
To me , you acts & everything show me t you dun need this pathetic r/s .
If you really feel unhappy , just say out now ,
dun bother to keep everything to yourself .
&& till someday , release everything ?
< /3
I know when I ask you what happen , your will just reply ; "nothing"
&& trying to bring the topic over ?
well , I dun need apologise , all I need is explanation ?
or perhaps , tell me what's exactly bothering you ?
care to share ? sadly , I'm sure its a NO .
Every time , you say I didn't take the first step .
think carefully , is i really nvr took the first step
or isit you dun wanna return the step ?
&& now problem started , you dun even wish to tell me the reasons ?
ya , you may feel t its no use telling or what .
ohh yes , even if you told me , so what ?
your reply is gonna be : " I dun feel it " or " I can't see it "
Am I not right ? =] yes , everything cannot be seen nor feel .
only when comes to unhappiness , everything can be seen very clearly .
I'm not angry , rather disappointed & confused abt your acts ?
forget it , say what ever you lyk , do what ever you wish to ..
since , to you ... this kinda r/s is nothing but a piece of shit =]
but , I do wanna thank you for being there at times ..
&& those happy memories ? perhaps ...
okayys , i know that's kinda lyk so dumb to type everything in blog ..
but , there's lyk no other way let me release my feelings ... ='(
< /3
that kind of mixed feelings .
unspoken truth ; silent killer .
Withlotsoflove,
I speak L♥VE @ 12:39 AM
