ytd was a very very interesting day ..
yes , very interesting ...
& my eye's still swollen la ! =[

went to meet YL to go far east first ..
after that went to boon keng to settle some stuff ..
meet samantha , junbin & giangian at there too ..
was like wth ~ went there for also nothing lurhs ..
like so so so bloody waste of my card fare ~ -.-
after that , we went to marina square ..
had our dinner there after that , walk ard MS ..
brother was ard there too , then we meet & walked to MRT station tgt ..
half way , b1 & b2 and one of their friend came too ..
& we all walked to mrt station tgt ..

hohos , & interesting thing started when we reach amk station ..
someone was like acting emo or dunno what shit lurh ..
dun wan to alight norh ~ call that person also dun wan answer ..
b1 & b2 call still reject the call siol ~
then in the end , I ended up stuck in amk lan shop ..
aiyah , dun feel like saying much lurh la ..
like , what's wrong wid ppl nowadays ?
okayy , I shld say .. why is there so many things happening recently ?
many problems just keep coming ..
well , anyway , I really hope everything is okay now ..
thou we have overcome the problem , & still survive through it ..
but I still have this uneasy feeling .. rarrrs ~
kick it away please ! kick it ! kick it ! kick it ! x 3

then today chatted wid meimiao on msn ...
ok , please please please , dun think too much ..
OMG ~ I'm gg dingdong soon too ~ -.-
2008 , everyone is gg lala ~ !









I hate the feeling that I'm having right now .. x 3
I hate this , I hate myself feeling ..
I'm told myself time & again ..
But feelings towards him just dun seems to fade off so easily ..
what a joke .. time dun really seems to fade that feeling away ..
I always thought that I can do it ,
but every time I thought so , he will like came and mess up my damn feelings again ..
please , I beg him to leave me alone & stop being so nice to me !

I am not what you think I am ..
I hate myself , after so many things that happen ,
I realise that I'm not that strong that I thought I am ..
GIVE ME SOME PEACE !! x 3



Label : stop the pain .