Life's really not easy man,
no matter how hard I've tried, everything is always not up to standard,
ppl will still be unhappy with you like you owe them everything.
ppl just love to judge other ppl even when they don't even know the person.
maybe I should live for the sake for myself, & ignore how ppl thinks & wants me to be~
human beings are one of a kind, we want ppl to change for the sake of ourself,
but they are often not willingly to change for the other ppl's sake.
so why must I try so damn hard to please you when you're just not even anything to me?
have you ever think of changing before hoping that ppl will change for you?
maybe I've changed, for the bad or for the better, it doesn't bother you anyway.
unless you're my loves one, if not why shall it bothers you?
but if you are my loves one, you won't have to worry about changing,
because my loves one is willingly to accept the way I'm
& I'm also happy with the way they are and they're simply just too precious to me.
& do tell me, which human being doesn't change?
like you know ur best friend 4 years ago, don't tell me,
he/she's still the same young, innocent & pure person that you know 4 years ago.
so, If you think that you're still unhappy with me,
I only have one last thing to tell you, I'm not born to serve & please you.
& use ur rotten, rusty brain to think that the world won't change just because you wanted it to.
seriously, no matter how hard I've tried, everytime things will ended up the same way,
I've been telling myself that maybe I should not give a damn to all this shit,
but in the end, I'll ended up feeling regret, sinful & remorse.
oh well, I don't like this kinda feeling at all. oh gwad~ =/
enough of my ranting already, & please don't judge me when you don't know me [:


anyw, monday I meet up with my sugary affairs.
I miss them & its like so finally we've meet up.
went to collect stocks for the hoodies, & we cab down to fareast..
& the most interested thing is that we're each carrying a big red plastic bag walking ard FEP~
saw kiankeat at FEP de LJS [: hahaha.
after that, shop around & brought cheewei's bday present. hopefully he'll like it ~ ;D
took bus to esther's house to put all the hoodies at her house as mass meet up will be at amk.
then saw samantha at the bus stop, but she didn't saw us. hahah.
she was like searching high & low for us, but she couldn't find us~
then went to hun to get a box for cheewei's birthday present.
& off home sweet home..


and, after such a long time,
still my secret has been expose!!!!
sugar affairs has a big hidden secret~~

Ciaos.
before I end this post,
this is to some losers out there, likes to plagiarise other ppl's work or ideas..
absolutely are big time sucker & loser, they just use ppl's work or ideas & pretend that its their own's.
why not put it this way, if your own work or ideas are being plagiarise by other ppl, how would you feel?

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