Lesson learnt from people come in my life :
1) I understand how selfish can a people get.
2) I understand how childish can a people be.
3) I understand how stupid can a people get.
4) I understand how scheming can a people be.
5) I understand how untrustful can a people be.

I have a sleepover at E's house yesterday. Gossip in bed till we fall asleep.
Really don't know why there is such people in this world :
Self-assuming things and making a big fuss over nothing just to get people's attention.
Always acting feminine infront of the guys and whereas in real, is a bitch like me too.
Finding excuse in doing whatever things, yet can have time for their other things.
Claim that themselves hate people who copy, but they themselves are doing that 24hr.
Always demanding things from their parents like they dunno how to earn a living themselves.
When having feud with their parents, they can scold and curse them like they are their enemy.

I really don't know why there's such people in this world.
Feel so sad for them, they were given a brain, yet not using it to think and act.
I admit I'm a bitch who love to bitch about people, but at least, I respect my parents,
and my friends, and I know I'm responsible for the things I do,
also I know how to act and think like my age. (Maybe abit childish sometimes lah)
For hell sake, if you're freaking 18 years old already, and yet everything need ur parents to
plan and feed you with everything, I think you're a LOSER. A VERY BIG LOSER.
Everyone have a pair of hand to earn a living, so stop demanding things from your parents ~

I realised that as time goes by, we didn't really change or grow up actually...
We just become more clearly of ourselves and know what is right and wrong..
Well, at least to me, I'm still the girl who still hope to hear my mummy saying, 'I'm a good girl'.
I still hope that my mummy can hug me everyday like when I was still a little toddle.
I still dream of becoming a teacher or lawyer like when I was young.. (DREAM ON)
I still hope that happily ever after do exist in real life. (Although, I know its impossible)
I still do childish things like when I was young.. (But once in a while, maybe?)
Yea, so as we grow older, we only become more clearly of ourselves... Don't cha agree? :/


Okay, this post is so wordy..
Before I end this post, I hope chee wei will have a speedy recovery, faster get well !
It hurt so much to see a friend that I known for so long,
whose birthday is only 1 day later than me, that used to be jumping and healthy,
now laying in the hospital bed looking so fragile and pale.

Yesterday, me & E went to visit Cheewei. We keep fighting back our tears,
and we feel so heartache to see him in the ICU with so many machine injected into his hand..
I will never forget the scene that he wave and nod to us..
Today, he was moved back to the normal ward already.. Lets hope he will get well soon !
Cheewei, get well soon alright !

Withlotsoflove,