Do you ever feel tired of not being yourself all the while ?
Give yourself a break... Be it just one minute.
Have you ever be your real self infront of ppl ? Think about it.
Even if you don't need a break, the ppl ard might need a break from this superficial you.

Which is worst ? Having no friends at all or having friends that are all fake ?
I think in this situation, I would rather to have no friends than having fake friends.
Because you'll living in misery everyday, taking precaution of the ppl ard you.
Might as well, be alone, at least won't have to be so miserable everyday.
I think every little lies that ppl made, helped me find truth in myself.

Recently, too many things are happening again.. I'm afraid of not being to handle it well.
Too much different things revolves ard me at a time, it also means the more pressure ard.
Sometimes, I just hate that I couldn't control my own thinking.
I hate it that, every little single things that changes can actually affect me so much.
I hate it when everytime, I told myself, that this is going to be the last time but yet can't do it.
I hate my thinking that is creating unnecessary pressure for me.
I guess I'm really introspective by nature.
I play hard, try hard, live hard yet it still feels like something is missing.
FML.

Withlotsoflove,