A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed ( Well, I didn't left her obviously. )
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again

This part describe how I totally feels and hope to do now...
Millions of things have been flashing in my tiny little brain..


Today sucks. Totally. Work is shit today, totally not my day.
& I feel that my tears ain't obedient today.
They keep wanting to come out. And I dun like it at all.
But I know I will be strong, no matter what. Coz' I've always been so strong.
& to ppl who really care, I'm fine. Very. Never been so fine before.
At least on the surface, I can still laugh, still joke, still lame ard.
But maybe not as cheerful as last time, but I, really, am fine..
So, please, just stop asking me anything, anymore.
Each time someone ask, it just triggers the pain in me.
Reminding me things are going to be different now, no longer the same.
I need time, more time than I thought, to really digest everything.
Waiting, its a sucky feeling.

Withlotsoflove,