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WithL♥ve, Arena.L





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Arena is my real name. 27 Aug is my birthday.
Don't judge me, because you don't know any of my story.
I'm incredibly awkward, sensitive, negative and faithless.
I think alot and worry alot about little things.
Most importantly, I care too much about everything.
I am boring and I don't have a life.
Get it?


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Sunday, July 18, 2010
2:48 AM
SATURDAY PLANS


 
I cut my hair alr. No more this hair style liao. Hahaha, a bit shorter and it makes me seems more friendly. HAHA
AND TODAY, I went to town like finally after 3 months plus. WOW. I know very WOW :O
And I think I rly very good, I go town with my little bro and sis today... Cuz I wanna buy them some clothes.
And I spend like $200 on them lor! WTF. Amaze with myself also. But okay lah, first time I bring them out for shopping.
And I think spend $200 to buy things for them and make them happy, its worth it one. Hehehehe.
Nothing means more to me than my family and seeing them happy :D Okay lah, I knw very incredible for me saying this type of thing.
But I'm those kind of person that loves my family v much and will stand by them. I knw v hard to believe it. HAHAH, WHATEVER.
Anyw, so long nv step into town alr. And I hate going town on weekends! It's so fucking pack and crowded.
Last time I dun mind to squeeze ard with pple, now... I hate the crowd. Fucking hate like srsly.

SO HAPPY, NEXT MONDAY IS WEEK 8 OF MY IAP. TIMES FLIES.
4 MORE FREAKING WEEKS TO END MY IAP :D AND MY 2 MONTHS OF HOLIDAY.
WOOHOO. GNA CHIONG WORK AND NEED A GETAWAY TO RELAX FOR FEW DAYS.
HEHEHEH :D


Anyw, I'll try not to be so depress v much. TRY. Well, I knw... Quite hard for me now...
if you knw what I'm going through and what's going on in my life. But I'll try. Cuz I'm so good at faking. HAHAHA.
 I've look through my photos... And I realise one thing, my smile is no longer the same.
Yes, things change but photos will nvr change. I dunno the change is a good thing or a bad thing.
But I only know changes help us to learn and grow stronger. This 1 year, I've learn so many things.
Disappoint by people many times and disappoint people too. But all I can say is, dun push me too hard.
I'm trying, always been. And it's tired living in what people expect you to be.
And sometimes, people expect so much from you that you can give to them. Then you fail to be what they expect you to be..
Then it'll be ur fault for not being up to expectation. Or maybe sometimes I push myself so much to be up to expectation.
Whichever way it is, I'm always trying my best.. I rly hope that everyone ard me can be happy and smiling always.
I don't mind being sad and tired. Because I'm used to being tired and sad, and I knw it is a lousy feeling.
So much of everything and trying, end of the day, we're all just looking forward to the words that we want to hear.
Like a simple, Thank you can also makes people feel better. But at the same times, some words that ppl blurt out bluntly can also leave a deep scars in our heart.
End of the day, life is just not that easy as what people always say.
And my life is rly not what you think you'll unds.... So I rly wish that some ppl could just stop pretending that they unds me so well, cuz you rly dun unds me at all.


Xoxo.

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