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WithL♥ve, Arena.L





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My name is Arena.L;



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Arena is my real name. 27 Aug is my birthday.
Don't judge me, because you don't know any of my story.
I'm incredibly awkward, sensitive, negative and faithless.
I think alot and worry alot about little things.
Most importantly, I care too much about everything.
I am boring and I don't have a life.
Get it?


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Monday, July 26, 2010
10:56 PM
I tried so hard, I think I rly can't live a day without even feeling depress at all.


 
Once in a while, even though I try to make myself forget abt the pain...
The darkness will still silently creep into me and make me feel miserable and suffocating. 
To many, I may just look like one bimbo or ah lian or whatever they think of me..
But I couldn't be bother anymore, this time I'm too tired to care abt what others think of me. 


Because my responsible is too huge.
I cannot disappoint my mother, I cannot let her down.
I must maintain everything in place and never let things fall apart.
I must be more sensitive and concern of every one's feeling. 
I must not fall apart, I must not cry, no matter how hard things are.
I must always smile and not let ppl ard me worried abt me.
I must be strong, I must do it well.

Sometimes, I feel that I'm giving myself too much pressure... 
But, this is all I can do now. I always believe that life is fair.
Everyone will get to taste the 'bitter and sweet' part of life.
And I believe mine will be the 'first bitter then sweet' life. 
No matter how hard are things are right now, 
No matter how many ppl truly understand what I'm going throught now..
If I can endure through this period of my life, nothing can bring me down.
Mum, I'll always, not matter what, do you proud.

Xoxo.

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