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WithL♥ve, Arena.L

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My name is Arena.L;

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Arena is my real name. 27 Aug is my birthday.
Don't judge me, because you don't know any of my story.
I'm incredibly awkward, sensitive, negative and faithless.
I think alot and worry alot about little things.
Most importantly, I care too much about everything.
I am boring and I don't have a life.
Get it?

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Bling like a diamond;


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Scream the rhythm of the melody ;

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Somewhere over the rainbow;

Friday, June 15, 2012
2:19 AM

Someday, it will all end. The darkness in your mind, the coldness in your heart, the sadness in your eyes... It will be be clear, one day. Nothing is forever.

Life, is a cycle. And it goes on and on. I hate having the feeling of not know what to do and what I want in life. So many things happen everyday, and each obstacle that I've pass made me feel so much. Step by step, till today, I've come this far, but the emptiness feeling never seems to go away. I feel so lost. Don't know if I'm lost in life, or I'm just bored of my life. Maybe it's both. Again, I feel so much this few days. How I wish that I can have my mom guiding me through my adulthood life. I feel so lost, and not knowing what is right and what is wrong. I'm so afraid to take chances and new steps. Can someone please lend me some courage?

Really miss my mom. Miss coming home, seeing her face, miss her nagging, miss her cooking, miss her scolding, miss her everything. Sometimes, I just wish to let down all this strong face and be a mommy little girl. I'm almost forgetting how family warmth feel like anymore. Guess I'm too used to being alone and strong already. I really wish to escape from here, this misery place of torment. I want a new life, I want to feel alive....................... Till then, I'm still finding hope......


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Wednesday, May 16, 2012
1:31 AM
Still counting, going 8th years of friendship.

In life, we're afraid to love because we don't want to lose something that means so much to us.

Finally meet up with esther after so long! I think our last meet up session is after our BKK trip lor! We're both so busy with work and other things. And so sweet of her to get me something from NewYork! I'm really thankful for having her in my life. I don't have a lot of friends, but having Esther in enough. xoxo.



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1:04 AM
Party photos

Mink with my party people last wednesday night. (9/5/2012)

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Wednesday, May 09, 2012
2:30 AM
Do we look alike?

My family is my life. 

This is just a random post of many photos of me and my 2 little cheeky ones. A lot people said that me and my little brother look damn alike.. What do you think? hahaha.

Okay, this is to all those who thinks I have thick makeup everyday~ whoever say I don't dare to take photo without make-up, this is for you.

 Okay, this photo is taken when I'm feeling very sick and with only some foundation. And surprisingly, some of my friends actually comment that I look radiant that day. Hahaha, I guess I should fall sick often so that my skin looks radiant and fair.

 Okay, spam photos of me and my 2 little ones.





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1:00 AM
Awesome April

Life is not about how many hello or goodbye, it's about how you live it and the people that give meaning to it.

Just like that, another month has pass. Every second, minute, hour, day, month that has pass is really amazing. To me, at least, it is amazing. Just look at how much every one has change, of course, I mean both physically and mentally. And each day passing to me is a blessing. I mean, I'm thankful that I'm still alive and breathing. Looking back at the past, all I can say is, whatever doesn't kills you really makes you stronger. A classic quote, but yeah, true to it's meaning. After so much drama that happen to my life, right now, I ask nothing but a smooth road down ahead for me. I really hope that whatever I'm planning is really going to work. This time, I'm really determine, for myself, for my mom. Hate to admit but thanks to everything that is pulling me down time and time again, I'm thankful for all the challenges and obstacles that I've surpassed. I've really grow mature and learn a lot. I've learn to be more positive and optimistic, I've learn to count the blessing instead of blaming why life is so unfair. Well, maybe once in a while, I tend to blame life and ask the "why" question a lot. Hah. But still, life is constantly about learning. And I'm learning it. Whatever is it, I am thankful and grateful for my past and I'm never ashamed of my past.

Unknowingly, I've been working at H&M almost half a year. I guess when you start to work, you really feel the responsibilities, expectations and reality. All these really makes a person grow, and makes you takes responsible over yourself. And I feel so much achievement whenever I could used my own money for holidays and get the things I want. It's like, you want it, you work for it. Simple? But sad to say, not every one know the way it works. But, I really love my work, it's so exciting everyday. I mean yes, it's tiring that most of the time, but still the people working there makes me happy. I love my divided people and my awesome managers. And a start of a brand new month, may, I've changed department, to hennes floor. I hope that everything will go well for me in a brand new place...............

 April photos with all my wonderful people <3

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