Because someday will come....

Well, recently I'm feeling kinda moody again. Because when problems come, it always come together at one time.... And it's often here without any signal and warning. And right now, I can only use 'helpless' to describe how I really feel now. Yes, HELPLESS... :( Really hate to feel so helpless. And I couldn't stop thinking about it... Why must my life constantly be so dramatic? I really just want to lead a normal and peaceful life, but it seems so hard. Everything that is happening is making me hating my life. I don't know what is right and what is wrong anymore. And it's really so tiring. I want to escape from reality and this pain. And the only way for me to escape is to indulge in alcohol. I drink to forget. Forget about all the problems, sadness and unhappiness. Because I need something to help me forget about the pain and stress...... Really hope that things can get better as time goes by.
XOXO,
Withlotsoflove,

I speak L♥VE @ 1:01 AM
