The people who laugh the hardest are the one who experience too much pain. Most of the time we can't tell what's wrong just by looking. After all, they can look perfectly fine on the outside, while their inside tell a while other story. Who will look and really try to understand you?

Recently, too many ppl are telling me not to emo.. Actually, I'm not emo. I'm just trying to pour out all my emotions by blogging. At least after blogging I feel so much better. Maybe I'm really going crazy? Maybe I just need some space. I don't know. All I know is, here it's the only place where I can express my emotions freely. In real life, I've trying to maintain this cheerful and crazy image so that I won't affect my friends. I'll always hang a smile infront of ppl. So, no matter what, I'll just smile and stay strong. Everytime after receiving that letter, it's like restoring my strength bar. So, no matter what happen, you all don't have to worry abt me. I'll be fine, all I need is time..


Xoxo, Arena.L

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