I over think things, I care too much and I am too sensitive. All this is driving me crazy. I don't know whether should I be happy or should I be sad? Because people often say, what doesn't kill me makes me stronger. But the things that are happening are making me so hard to breath. I really don't know. Sometimes, I feel that my life has reach its limit. I really feel like dying. I know it's stupid, selfish and cowardly to have the thought of ending my own life. But sometimes, the things that are happen are really me pushing me to the edge. At the same time, I really hate myself for having such a selfish thought of dying. There is just so much things that I can't blog out or say it out. I don't have the habit of sharing my problems, probably because I don't want to let the whole world knows about what is excatly going on during this period of my life.... But things' gonna get better..... Right?

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