I've got so much to say, but I don't feel like blogging out.
Saying too much or letting ppl unds you too much make me feels like I'm so "naked" infront of them.
Cuz the more ppl know abt you, the more ways they can get to hurt you.


Trust me, if feelings can be control and choose. I'm definitely the happiest girl alive.
I really hate to feel very depress and sad, but sadly, most of the time I'm feeling this way.
I'm the space that is between insane and insecure.
I'm standing on a thin line that is between giving up and seeing how much I can take.

I feel like I'm being push to an edge and there's no more space for me to move or breathe.
So, tell me why must things always try so hard to bring me down when I'm trying my best to be happy?
Why, just that you think your life is getting better, yet something hits you so hard?
Why, must things push me to dead end?
So, they wanna see me die?







Sad to say, not so soon..
I'm gna show the world that I'm unbeatable.



Xoxo, Arena.L

Labels: dead, depress, sad, unbeatable